Happy Musings

The reunion between yourself and something you love is one of the most magical feelings ever found.. It's instant adrenaline and happiness in a powerpack that bursts out of nowhere and feels your body with such joy that's been missing for so long.  The muse of happy is being found and the enjoyment isn't being erased. Art is love !

 Meet Trey!

Awesome guy, actor, cool dude who lets me shoot him in the heat of the day and climbs graffiti walls in the process of doing so.  It was fun and that's what really mattered.  There should be fun in everything you love. 

I Need Light

 Boring Saturday playing around with f stops, shutter speed and the lighting of my room.  A studio would be lovely at times, there are days I just long for artificial light, instead of the one shining through my window.  I no longer have this hair and it's kind of weird, I'll miss my blondie but I need change, I need to keep moving. These shots would have been better if i was able to sit still for 5 seconds, but hey it's a learning process.

p.s. photos of the long hair soon, I just have to find something cool to do with it

a jumble of things

The title is just fitting for this, I haven't been blogging because I honestly just lost the urge, I saw no point, didn't really wanna talk about fashion or anything else for that matter.  I have been trying to focus on my photography more but something just did not seem right about posting. i even created a tumblr in hopes that I would post there  which was an epic fail.. I only like the name I came up with but with hopes of blogging today I hope to post on there much more as well.  Life is weird... I moved, cried a lot, found a new job and things finally seem to be kinda okay.. its really just been a mess of things.. but I'm always mess hopefully that will eventually change.. but i really like my mess right now for the most part 

Just a tid bit of what I've been shooting over the months...I'm honestly hoping to pick up betty alot more now that I have a new job, I miss her 

been a while

I  haven't written anything on here in a while, haven't had any to say, letting my pictures speak from themselves. I'm in a love hate relationship with Betty, I love and want her, then I want to push her away and never look at her again, then I want her all over again.  I'm questioning my passions more than anything right now, going through the motions.. I'm being sucked dry loosing my control and freedom, most evening I'm happy, other days I'm just kinda there.  Things are changing, I'm ready to grow, I need it....

This dress makes happy..it still has scars that I play with when I tried to turn it into a skirt at one point, I feel like my hair has this glow whenever I take pictures in the sun.  I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who notices though. I need it to be the weekend, but I always need that.