a jumble of things

The title is just fitting for this, I haven't been blogging because I honestly just lost the urge, I saw no point, didn't really wanna talk about fashion or anything else for that matter.  I have been trying to focus on my photography more but something just did not seem right about posting. i even created a tumblr in hopes that I would post there  which was an epic fail.. I only like the name I came up with but with hopes of blogging today I hope to post on there much more as well.  Life is weird... I moved, cried a lot, found a new job and things finally seem to be kinda okay.. its really just been a mess of things.. but I'm always mess hopefully that will eventually change.. but i really like my mess right now for the most part 

Just a tid bit of what I've been shooting over the months...I'm honestly hoping to pick up betty alot more now that I have a new job, I miss her 

paints and churches

shit that eases my mind

a cricket just jumped on my bed

 in a tank and undies

i'm putting on pants cause i couldn't kill it 

grey chucks

work has crippled me.. everything is always set, i got into work mode and begin working on typical poses to better myself there

i hadn't shot in a good two weeks and trying to shoot on manual became hard all over again.. but i got back into the swing of it

its good to have friends who go random places with me and let me play with my camera

honestly it just felt good to not tell anyone to cross their arms, put their hands in their pockets, or hands on their hips

i need new batteries for my flash

suppose to get my hair cut tuesday, but i like it the way it is
his eyes remind me of twilight