soul decisions

Another series of self portraits.. 

I've been indifferent lately, kinda bothered by the things around me, 

Its honestly just been a rough week, 

I'm becoming more detached and insensitive lately.. 

I care about two things

I prefer my pictures in color
Feel like I shoulda shot these horizontal
room for improvement

MUSICAL BLISS

I'm attracted to musicians I dnt know why, they're just kinda my thing, ever since I saw this band I've been constantly dreaming about the hotness of their keyboard player and his lovely eyes and he's super down to earth which makes me even more googley eyed for him. So we went to another one of their shows and  after a convo with his roommate I found out he has a girlfriend..bummed but still going to another show.  But I did recently start seeing a guy I knew from way back when, and I like him, I get happy at the thought of seeing him, I like it when he grabs for my hand or puts his arm around my waist and I laugh, oh and did I mention he sings and plays guitar..yea go figure.

This week has been interesting.. I have long hair for the time being, a not so great travel, a night that was much needed which started at the atm in the sketchy 58 center parking lot and ended after two beers, a tinkle in a bush with some awesome guy named Mitch and a talk with one of my loves on the sidewalk after the amazing show and tons of wedding photos to edit.

p.s. there will be no more him tags or talk of "the guy"and that continuing long drawn out saga 

My feelings are hurt, I see the truth and it sucks, I dont even find u attractive anymore, I don't even want u anymore, and I feel like I'm trying to make a friendship work that isn't even worth it sometimes.  It's not even about what was, it's about u, the way u treat me, and how shit never works out when I'm around u.  I can't deal anymore, maybe u have no interest in me either now..I dunno, fuck it, really was hoping that camera was still in my purse..would've been the ultimate revenge for the fuckery of the past two weeks.  

dreams

PEOPLE I KNOW keep poppin up in my dreams, I don't know if I should Take it as a Sign, or just forget the shit, we're always on some weird ass adventure, or just some place I don't know.. I'm going to buy a backpack satchel thing tomorrow, it will make carrying my lipgloss, cameras, and such a lot easier and fashion pretty!!

i'm taking it as a sign that I should travel this summer, I really wanna volunteer at bonnaroo, I hope its not too late, I gotta start going after things I want that make me happy 

open your eyes

Sometimes I run across things on different blogs that make me smile, while Bleed for Fashion I discovered Keri Smith, and I am now on a mission to buy this book and be an explorer of the world.

bleed for fashion

keri smith