a jumble of things

The title is just fitting for this, I haven't been blogging because I honestly just lost the urge, I saw no point, didn't really wanna talk about fashion or anything else for that matter.  I have been trying to focus on my photography more but something just did not seem right about posting. i even created a tumblr in hopes that I would post there  which was an epic fail.. I only like the name I came up with but with hopes of blogging today I hope to post on there much more as well.  Life is weird... I moved, cried a lot, found a new job and things finally seem to be kinda okay.. its really just been a mess of things.. but I'm always mess hopefully that will eventually change.. but i really like my mess right now for the most part 

Just a tid bit of what I've been shooting over the months...I'm honestly hoping to pick up betty alot more now that I have a new job, I miss her 

been a while

I  haven't written anything on here in a while, haven't had any to say, letting my pictures speak from themselves. I'm in a love hate relationship with Betty, I love and want her, then I want to push her away and never look at her again, then I want her all over again.  I'm questioning my passions more than anything right now, going through the motions.. I'm being sucked dry loosing my control and freedom, most evening I'm happy, other days I'm just kinda there.  Things are changing, I'm ready to grow, I need it....

This dress makes happy..it still has scars that I play with when I tried to turn it into a skirt at one point, I feel like my hair has this glow whenever I take pictures in the sun.  I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who notices though. I need it to be the weekend, but I always need that. 

it's just hair

it's me not being afraid

fairy princess

 she is the sweetest and has this mystical feel about her and it amazes me to be her friend

lovely

ley len