self...

working on a new self portrait

i love this place

broken but still together

all mysterious and shit 

i have to be up at 6:30

umm loser much

ever call a guy , no answer, disappointment, send a text, he calls back.... uhhhhh let me call u back= your response

 i feel like cryin.i don't even know why,  is there such a thing as post menstrual syndrome, 

fuck my thoughts

i googled it... is it possible to have pre and post

womanhood is so unfair

passion

I hate everything I've photographed recently. Received very lovely news today.. I just want a photo I'm proud of , lately I've just been posting to post, to take my mind off not working, today was my first day back... found out my fellow part timers and I don't go back again till the 31st.. determined to take a good photo by then.

♥

mmmm yea

can't sleep, almost there, woke up, smoked almost half, in my room, yes in my room... why did I do this..  the smell will be gone by the morning right.. right.. ? ugh went up stairs cracked door, downstairs smells of febreze and smoke, got cherries, mikes hard lemonade.. why didn't I just do that in the first place.. nasty taste in my mouth.. usually just use these things as props, dont like the way they taste.. used mouth wash twice.. now every thing tastes like mouthwash.. can't enjoy my lemonade 

need my own place