Showing posts with label Dreamin On Paper. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dreamin On Paper. Show all posts

3/21/11

strangers pt 1

the random ppl I meet strolling downtown, they catch my attention I push the button sometimes without asking, why don't I ask their names 










Ppl intrigue the crap outta me, especially ppl I dnt know, I plan to do more of these, I even want to get to know a few homeless people, let them become my muse for a while, take their pictures, know their facts, share their stories 

2/5/11

yea yea yea i know

shopping, and sex, shopping and sex, shopping and sex, i am unbelievably broke and my skin is crawling from not being able to buy anything.. i admit it i'm a fucking addict for clothes.. i just want some peanut butter and jelly earrings and hotel to room to fufill my fantasies, i woke up feeling like shit, went back to work monday, i'm off today, no job should lay off for two months.. i wanna be in school right now for the wrong reasons..my thoughts are jumbled hope u can tell, i gave up on correct grammar first sentence, i need a hustle i'm bout to pimp my photography skills, 16 days so many hours and secs till i get paid.. life of a struggling shopaholic, least i got a roof over my head, i dnt believe money makes you happy but i think we can agree it makes things better. 

xoxo,
the girl lookin for better days

p.s. i wrote this on wednesday

1/17/11

passion


I hate everything I've photographed recently. Received very lovely news today.. I just want a photo I'm proud of , lately I've just been posting to post, to take my mind off not working, today was my first day back... found out my fellow part timers and I don't go back again till the 31st.. determined to take a good photo by then.

♥

1/10/11

number 10

It's Monday I'm snowed in and dealing with my strange thought process.. I text my best friend to tell him that I am frustrated and going through a no mojo phase. My work reflects it.. I like none of the pictures I've taken.. I have no muse, he usually is, but lately I'd rather be in his arms than taking photos of him.  I need to live alone to make art.. I dream of a two bed room apartment.. the living room will be my World, the bathroom will be Paris, My bedroom will be India and the other room will be white and full of lighting equipment.  



 Those dreams are not too big and May isn't far but I will not rush it... My 21st is 13 days away and it shall be the kickoff. I'm hoping when work begins, I will still have weekends off, I plan to take trips out of town to concerts and apartment hunt my ass off for that perfect place! I just wanna work, party, drink, and thrift.  I realize I don't to much care for the concept of trends, designers and what not, I just like clothes, all clothes, and  honestly don't know if I will be able to spend 500 smackaroonies on a pair of heels. I just enjoy what I wear. I'm kind of a fuck the rules type of girl and trust me I say fuck quite a bit in a day.



Post pictures of snow later if I go outside.. still debating... snow in the south = no mobility

1/3/11

graffiti my rooftop

I want to go here 




 I love the grunge, the abandonment, sometimes I scope out places that I notice before I shoot there.. this was mostly to see if it was safe


the goal is to be all the way up here 

 oh but how???

wish me luck?!?