1/24/11

sunrise and tequila

10 mins till my birthday is over I sit here smiling and pondering my 21 years of  life.  The week led me to believe that my birthday would be awful, I'm not gonna lie I have been quite miserable these past few weeks and it was beginning to show.  I did realize one thing.. I love my dreams, in this week alone I went after things I never would have thought of before and I will continue to do so.  I also have a very important feature to write which I am nervous, terrified and down right excited about at the same time. 

It's weird because 3 years ago writing was the one thing I wanted to get away from. Well actually journalism, I hate the idea of formatting and all that other jazz. But any who I began my celebration at midnight,danced and laughed the night away; and was overjoyed at the fact that there were no big X's on my hand(21+ clubs are bomb). Just a simple smiley face on my wrist (shoulda took a picture), I even dragged Betty into the club.. the least to say I miss Candy on these nights well Joe as she is known today.




He was so cute 
My eyebrows need a serious wax job
I've been finding myself since I was 18.. 3 years later the journey still continues. 


Happy January 24th

1/22/11

last minute thoughts

Sitting topless.. talkin to people on fb.. I always get that errie feeling like mmmm what if they can see me.  I'm not ashamed of my body but I really dnt want people seeing my nipps at 2 in the afternoon. Oh and texting the guy.. I don't know what to call him anymore, bestftriend/lover.. whatever so now when I refer to him he will be the guy. But in other news, hours and hours away till the bday celebration and I'm honestly not that excited.  I thought 21 would be great but its just a day that will involve olive garden.  I cried today.. but thats better than crying on the day of..right.  Honestly the one thing I want the most for my birthday is to get the hell outta dodge and a hug from the guy. But sadly the car I'm driving needs new brakes and an oil change, no road trip adventure for me. 

Oh and I entered a photography contest!!! Really would love your votes!! Please Please please.. ok I'm done begging  here's the link 


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1/21/11

lonely photographer






I need to shoot people I've settled for booties and pearls

Photographer in search of a model/friend type person