awkwardly poised

DAY 109

I haven't truly been shopping all summer thanks to the fuckers I work for at CB where my checks are almost depleted after putting gas in my car. And I love thrifting as much as the next girl but there's nothing like that new clothes feel and knowing that its yours. That feeling of walking out the store with that bag in your hand thinking of all the combinations and the first place you can wear that gorgeous ensemble!! Ahh!! how i miss that feeling, so due to my lack of income and not getting paid from my new job until thursday.. I constantly come up with different combos with what I have in my closet, occasional thrifting, and going through my moms old things. So this shoot was inspired by the thought of hidden treasures.. 

I'm in love with abandoned places and their mystique.. sometimes places with no one to look at my flaws make me the most comfortable.. looking at these pictures made me confront what I like to call my oddly gorgeous silhouette, with my long legs and short torso being the jist. I've come to love what I use to hate... besides he said he'd lick them.. mmm hmm

one Hopeless Saturday

sometimes we do things for no reason just because they feel right. we have no destination or deadline, just a day where shorts and a t-shirt makes your beauty stand out. after all simplicity is elegance. 

On a day like this I...
1. didn't wear a bra
2. drove aimlessly to sort out my thoughts

3. rummaged endlessly through  a book store
4. wore a ring.. i hadn't in a while

5. got stuck at the longest light
6. took one of those corny car pics
7. forgot to put on deodorant

8. came to the conclusion that i am officially addicted to frappes and have not had a frappuccino in months
9. and that i am..

everyone needs a day when doing nothing...becomes your little bit of happiness

Day 108

random epiphany

fashion is like sex.. it's either good or bad depending on who it's with. Like that outfit may not work for you but it looks great on her. Sex with him may not have been so great but that other guy knocked it out the park.  it's also similar to how my life has been lately and this rant may also be coming from my sexual frustrations as well. But things are either really good or continuously bad. thursday was the day of all days.. I spent almost three hours at the community college trying to get registered for classes only to be defeated in my effort. not to mention i had been up at the horrendous place everyday this week!! i was determined, i went to that stupid appeal on tuesday, turned in all my forms on monday just so i would be ahead of the game. Harrased my previous college about sending my transcript only to find out that my high school transcript had not been received. I dropped f bombs like no other that day. so thursday i'm back at it with my high school transcript in hand.. my hold is cleared I go to register and i can only take six hours. by this time i am flustered beyond words.. i try to talk to everyone but the one guy i need isn't in. I stormed out of that office with tears in my eyes, six hours is a waste of my time and money, I understand i didn't do well at my old university but i'm trying to better myself by going back and i just sat and thought ...this is my punishment. URGH!!!

Not to mention I looked awful i had just got off work and looked really bummy in my khakis and tank top i had stripped down to. Looking awful on a bad day is almost just as bad as not having an orgasm!

in need of days like these

p.s. i need a cool graphic tee.. any suggestions on where to look