same place

so i've been to this warehouse a ga zillion times alone, and last thursday i finally got inside but when i went back today if felt different. it felt like I shouldn't have been there, not that i would get caught but more of something was watching me or could have been inside there... i dunno it just felt weird.. maybe all the creeks and other noises just gave me the heeby geebies or maybe it was my common sense saying bitch dont go in there alone.. i always do my self portraits by myself i'm gonna go back tomorrow 

i spent my fourth running errands sitting on a porch, catching my granny up on my life, water fights, and craving liquor preferably whiskey or a grateful dead, i wish people in my family liked pictures more..smh

losers and maxi skirts

Ppl are always trying to get over.. I'm selling my car on cragislist for 800 and someone tried to offer me 250! I know it needs a new motor but jeez everything else works.. well except that one window the guy that sold it to me forgot to mention.  I understand times are hard but only a fool would take that price.. I really wanted to tell the guy to suck a big one. Honestly I wanna just chunk the car and sell it for parts.. why don't I know mechanic ppl. Any who I thrifted this maxi skirt and I am absolutely in love with it.. found a top in my closet, I just need a nice cardi.. why can't it be 80 degree weather yet.  I need the warmth of the sun and days by a lake. I couldn't get my camera in the right position.. I needed more space

I'm bored with the program I use for edits... Photoshop tutorials here I come

morning lover

Now Playing Love and Happiness- Al Green

Off day and sunirsie, I love the colors, I bought a shirt yesterday that reminded me of sunrise

 I never realize how many pictures I see the number.. and scratch my head like wtf??

 Lenny Kravitz blaring in my ears.. but baby it ain't ova till its oooova..

 The hat reminds me of 8th grade, me and my bestfriend were obsessed with trucker hats, we had black ones spray painted with our names, God 8th grade seems so long ago, we use to sit on a pile of rocks, skip study hall and talk about life 

I wear heels at the weirdest moments, never to the mall, but to the dam to take pictures, I walked back in and my mom told me I was crazy.. I laughed  and thought you just noticed...

Now Playing A Little Better- Gnarls Barkley

overexposed

A stroll downtown with Betty,  in hopes of taking pictures of strangers but after walking for a bit I realized I didn't want to be alone.  I am constantly playing with the f-stops on my camera now, trying to learn and get better. Everything I have on is thrifted or old, well the belt was once my moms. Trying to utilize my closet, that whole budgeting thing. I only have one question can it be may already?  There are people missing in my life, I want to be closer to them, some of them I don't even know yet.

a night in

Now Playing: gravity- sara bareilles 

My Fantasy.. man with guitar.. singing a sad lovely song john mayer typish 

Real Life... shaggy fro, converse wearing, tattooed poet rapper type of guy 

It's Saturday night, I'm doing nothing and its wonderful, a hoodie I've had since 8th grade, cut to my liking of course, and socks I wore to party from a friend which I never gave back.  I love the exposure of these photos, I'm making myself shoot all manual, no auto, one of my 2011 things to do.

oh and real life is way better than my fantasy john mayer 

lists and boots

oh and yes I was still snowed in today.. but I did go outside.. I almost froze.. I shoulda worn gloves.. welp

I made a list,  I have goals, I need it to be MONDAY

lil honesty

Ok lets be honest my past attempts at school have not been successful.. I despise it, it doesn't feel right but by May I believe and I say this with a cringe that I will be ready. So with the fact that I so do not pay attention to detail I failed to realize not only was I suspended from MTSU so was my financial aid.bummer right.. but I will not let it get me down.. I will not freak out!!!! 


I honestly do not know if I want to go back there.. it sounds good in my head but sometimes I think I'm coming up with another escape plan just to get away from home. When truly the only escape plan is to move out, May is the plan, it was suppose to be January but don't u love how life just knocks u down sometimes.  I talked to my mom today(shocker) about my car situation and we've decided to try and sell, I'm takin my life into my own hands and dealing with it my way.. its the only way to get shit accomplished

pictures tell a story.. this one shows the effects of cheap makeup
I remember wiping my eyes immediately to get off the black
love love 

the girl and the purple coat

I love this place, its relaxing and dreamy, like my own little italy, as u walk through you smell the aroma of coffee and yummy desserts being made. It's honestly my favorite place to be, I want to do a shoot of lovers here.. in those little alleys, those gorgeous walls, ignore my romanticism, here's the pictures

i often times laugh at myself and the faces i make

 my mommy gave me this coat as a birthday present

 i was so trying not to fall, i'm a klutz

fuzzy socks and booties

dying to taste their food, hopefully going with a friend soon

nowplaying:be that easy- sade